Guilt - Good or Bad?

It was just over a month ago when Lancaster County residents were once again stunned to hear that a multiple homicide had occurred during the early morning hours while most were asleep. And it was just a week ago today that the alleged killer, Alec Kreider confessed his horrible deed to his dad. Two days later, his father contacted the police. By this past Saturday, the 16 year old was in custody.

What was young Kreider's motive to kill three people, one of whom was supposedly a good friend? We don't know. Authorities have been silent to this point on a possible motive. Until they tell us what they know, we will remain in the dark (and perhaps they do not even know at this point!). But here is another question for you - one that I think I can answer: What caused Kreider to confess to his dad? I believe it was, in one word, GUILT. You see guilt is to the soul what pain is to the body. Pain alerts us to the fact that something is WRONG with our body. So pain is really a good thing. Consider leprosy. Leprosy is a disease that attacks the nerves, eventually deadening them. So when a leper injures a foot or a hand for example, he may not feel any pain. As a result, the wound goes unattended, infection sets in and the leper ends up losing a toe or worse, a foot. So it is really a good thing that our Creator wired our bodies with a built in alarm system. What he did with our bodies he also did for our souls. Each one of us has a conscience. This conscience lets us know when we have done something that will harm our souls - and it does so through this feeling of guilt. If we are not careful, if we constantly ignore these feelings of guilt, we can eventually sear our conscience (see 1 Timothy 4:2). When this happens, we feel no guilt - and that is not a good thing!

Now before you get all upset with me, I do acknowledge such a thing as "false guilt." Sometimes we feel guilty over things that quite frankly we should not feel guilty about (like the guilt a godly parent feels over the ungodly choices of a prodigal adult child OR guilt we feel over a sin that has long been forgiven). But for everyone who suffers problems from "false guilt" there are far more of us who suffer because we do not pay attention to our "guilty consciences." My prayer has always been that God will keep my conscience sensitive - sensitive to his Spirit's pressure (which will mean feeling guilty when I sin!). The good news for a follower of Jesus is that when we do feel guilty because we have sinned, if we confess that sin (which is causing the guilt) to God, then "he is faithful and just to forgive us our sin and to cleanse us from ALL unrighteousness" (1 John 1:9). Praise God that he is a God who is QUICK to forgive! Let's all learn to listen to our consciences when they tell us we are guilty. Let's turn from (the Bible's word for this is "repent") our sin and turn to God and HIS ways! Our souls will be much healthier if we do!

Thanks for listening,

pj

Reminders . . .

We all need reminders. Why? Because we all have such good "forgeteries!" (And the older I get the more effective my "forgetery" is becoming!) Last week I was able to take a week of vacation. I had a great time. The first two days of the week, my wife Sharon and I, along with our youngest daughter, Kate (who is already a college graduate - where does the time go? - I will tackle that issue in another blog posting) traveled south to Maryland and West Virginia to visit the historical sites of Antietam Battlefield (Sharpsburg, MD) and Harpers Ferry, WV. On Wednesday, I spent the day with my son in Philadelphia. We hoofed it around Center City where I pointed out to him my old college campus (of which only the men's dormitory remains!) and other locales that Sharon and I used to frequent. We also traveled to the base of William Penn's statue which sits above City Hall (it's a really cool view of the city from that vantage point!). We topped off our day in Philadelphia by watching the IMAX film on mummies and going through the King Tut exhibit (both at the Franklin Institute - where I just happened to work for a few months just after I graduated from college). The rest of my week off was spent primarily around the house, getting some projects done - with a trip to Harrisburg to watch the Senators play thrown in on Saturday.

Now, I began this posting by talking about reminders - so here are some important things I was reminded of during my time off. To begin with, I was reminded of the importance of relationships. It is not that I had forgotten, but spending time with my family just reaffirmed to me that time spent with people is truly time well spent. Most likely, all of us can enrich our lives by turning off the TV (I spent very little time watching television last week) and playing a game with our kids, going for a walk with our spouse or just hanging out with a friend! I was also reminded of the need to "unplug." I alluded to this when I mentioned that I watched very little TV last week. When we took our trip south, I left my laptop at home (even though I knew the motel at which we were staying offered free Internet access). So there I was, far from home and my laptop sitting on my desk in my home office. Guess what? I survived! And it felt good! I think all of us can benefit by stepping away from the computer from time to time. And in place of surfing the net, let's spend time seeking our God. Finally, I was reminded of how blessed I am to be shepherding the flock of believers at Grace Church at Willow Valley. Sharon and I worshipped with another body here in Lancaster County yesterday. The music was good, the sermon, I thought was a great one, the people were friendly - but it was not home! If you are a part of the family here at Grace, thanks for making Grace such a wonderful place! So, bottom line, I am back in the office. Physically rested, spiritually refreshed - and reflecting on these three important reminders.

Thanks for listening,

pj

Gone on Vacation!

Starting tomorrow (June 18th), I will begin a week of vacation. I looked up the word "vacation" in the dictionary and found this defintion: a respite or a time of respite from something. Now the word "respite" is not a word I typically use, so I consulted a dictionary again and found that "respite" means an interval of rest or relief . So putting those two definitions together, I see that a vacation is an interval of rest or relief from something. In this case, the "something" would be the daily grind of my work. Ahh. I think I am more than ready for that! I plan to spend some extra time with at least two of my adult children this week (along with my wife of course!). So as I am getting some needed respite, please pray for me. I'll be back next week with some more food for your soul!

Thanks for listening,

pj

Just How Did the Dinosaurs Die?

Mystery solved. At least that is what two paleontologists are saying. For nearly a century paleontologists (a..k.a. fossil experts) have been puzzled as to why so many of the dinosaur fossils that have been unearthed have shown dinosaurs which had been buried with their heads, necks and feet arched in a bizarre backward manner, twisting their body into a very unnatural posture. According to two noted dinosaur experts, this distorted posture shows that the dinosaurs were suffering "in violent death throes as they perished - asphyxiated by volcanic ashes or ash falls, poisoned by unknown toxins or DROWNED IN SWAMPS OR DEEP WATER LAKES" (emphasis mine). Hmm. Do you think maybe the drowning occurred as a result of the Nohaic Flood? Something catastrophic like a flood the proportions of the Genesis flood could certainly explain dinosaurs dying violent deaths. I for one am not surprised at these paleontologists findings. I have a hunch God isn't either!

Thanks for listening,

pj

Hungry?

Last night I wrapped up the final class in a five-week degree completion course at Lancaster Bible College. The Degree Completion Program at LBC (and many other colleges and universities) is designed to help working adults to earn their college degree. It is a great opportunity for many who would otherwise never be able to finish college. But it is demanding. Juggling work, family and ministry responsibilities while reading several hundred pages of texts, writing research/position papers and preparing oral presentations is no easy task. And once the students are done with one course, they have a week "off" before beginning their next course. Well, it's not really a week off, because they usually have a paper to write for the class they just finished and reading and other prep work to do for their next class. So I think you can see why I say it's demanding. I have the utmost admiration for these adults.

What motivates these men and women to go through such a tough program? I guess the answer varies from student to student. But there is something that most of them have in common. They are hungry. They are hungry to learn. They are hungry for their college degree. But most of all, they are hungry for God and His Word. They remind me of the way a newborn child craves to be fed (and WILL let you KNOW it!). Peter tells us that all of us need to be like a newborn child when it comes to the Word of God. He writes, "Like newborn babies, crave pure spiritual milk, so that by it you may grow up in your salvation" (1 Peter 2:2).

Hmm. Sometimes (far too often, in fact) I am NOT all that hungry for God's Word. How about YOU? Are you hungry for God and His Word? How often to you open it and read it? Are you striving to OBEY what you read? Or would you rather sit down and watch the latest episode of 24 or Dr. Phil? My prayer for you and me is that we will become increasingly hungry for God's Word.

Thanks for listening,

pj

Thankful for the Providence of God

I want to go "on record" as being very thankful that our God is a God of PROVIDENCE. Simply, this means that God has a plan and He is working that plan! Life, although at times may seem random and arbitrary in what comes our way - is anything but! There is an invisible hand moving the pieces of life's puzzle so that, at the end of the day, the puzzle is completed in line with his wisdom and will. As the Apostle Paul states so clearly in Ephesians 1:11 God "works out everything in conformity with the purpose of his will." Now I don't know about you - but for me that thought brings me a lot of comfort! And it gives me the courage to get out of bed each day and face the day ahead!

As I reflect on God's providence, I am grateful for a number of blessings I have enjoyed in life due to the providence of God. In his providence, God allowed me to be born into the Smith family in Harrisburg, PA on March 12, 1956 - the second (and unexpected) twin! Having been born in this prosperous country, I never had to experience the suffering of what many children throughout this world must endure. In his providence, God led me to a church in Lewisberry, PA where eventually, on a weekend youth retreat, I responded to the gospel and was radically changed. It was there at Camp Penn that I found Jesus Christ (or should I better say, Jesus Christ found me!). In his providence, God led me to PBU where I met the love of my life. Sharon and I began our dating relationship in the middle of my sophomore year and her freshman year. Two and half years later, we were married! In his providence, God blessed us with three children - all of whom bless us to this day. In his providence, God led me to Grace back in the summer of 1989. Little did I suspect then that I would remain here eighteen years (and counting!).

I think you get the point -- at least I hope you do. God has a plan - a plan for you, for your loved ones, for our church, our nation and our world. AND He IS working that plan! Praise God for HIS PROVIDENCE!

Thanks for listening,

pj

Things Aren't Always the Way they Seem!

For retired school teacher Henry Benner, it was just a routine errand. Transport the life-sized dummy of a young girl over to the Hans Herr House in West Lampeter Township (the figure had been donated to the Hans Herr House by the former Dutch Wonderland wax museum which shut its doors last year). So Henry wrapped the figure in a blanket and placed it in the trunk of his car. What he did not for see was the startled response of a passing motorist. This particular motorist thought Henry was placing the body of a real child in the trunk of his car. So the motorist dialed 911 to report that an "older white male" was seen placing a "child wrapped in a blanket" into the trunk of his car. The motorist was just being a good citizen. And can you blame him/her? After what has transpired here in Lancaster County across the past 18 months or so, you and I would have probably done the same! As East Lampeter police followed up the report, the truth came out and Henry? Well Henry just chuckled. The New Era quotes him as saying, "I think it's hilarious. I'm an old, retired bachelor." The moral of this story - things aren't always the way they seem!

We all need to keep this in mind. Ingrained deeply into human nature (and I should qualify by adding the word "fallen" and say "fallen human nature"), is this tendency to jump to conclusions. To make hasty judgments. To find a person guilty before even hearing the evidence. Yep. I just described me! And if you are honest, I also just described you! So what can we do about this tendency? How can we fight it? Let me suggest you practice what is called "The Judgement of Charity." This is the practice of simply giving another the benefit of the doubt. What might seem like a comment that was intended to hurt you - might have simply been someone putting their mouth in gear before their brain (there I go again, describing me!). Or maybe they are going through a brutally awful day. So instead of growing bitter because you think someone is out to destroy you - give them the benefit of the doubt. Because things aren't always the way they seem!

Thanks for listening,

pj